did some housework today and played on the piano. i dont know why i keep singing today. it's not because i'm happy, not at all. mentally insane? perhaps. yesterday night was hell. i almost cried. but i took a look at my crying sister, instead of breaking down i hugged her. jasmine was feeling really down and vexed at that moment, but she felt better after the cry. she aint feeling better than anyone of us. but yeah, i managed to cheer her up a little. as for me, sigh. i must confess i need someone there for me at that moment. but then. some sort of insane in me, and i coped myself in my room and studied. sigh.

oh well well. i'm feeling a little better now. somehow. i'm really tired and had enough of all these. but there's nothing i can do. oh yeah. talk about happy thoughts. :) we are going to change classrooms tomorrow! weee. finally finally. after four years, finally there's a year to have a classroom at the second floor? it's like all the years i've been climing up the stairs like hell. oh yea :) weee. oh by the way, happy birthday to my dearest classmate, geokhong. gave her a hug this morning and jialin (her 'laogong') was jealous. ;x -grins-